I pity you, truly. You who have fallen so far that there is no longer anything more to catch you. You who have fallen into yourself so deeply that you are now merely a fade. A fragment of the perfection you once were but still blindly sought after for you were ignorant of yourself.
I am so starved for affection and so ready to stop being lonely that I just jump at anyone who shows any interest in me with little or no thought. This causes me to come on too strongly and ends up scaring away anyone I may have developed feelings for and I end up getting hurt when in reality they weren’t what I needed in the first place. I always jump the gun and ruin everything. I am impatient and so I come off as overwhelming, but I’m really not like that. First impressions always fuck me over.